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angelofmusicc @ 2004-04-22T22:15:00

2004-04-23T03:15:34Z

Okay in my previous entry I linked my new LJ wrong so here it is: faeryobsessive

so on that note, I will see everyone there!

I am Casi! Super klutz!

2004-04-16T08:28:38Z

I was going to post earlier today but nooooooooooooo... Casi had to run into a rather nasty computer virus. I think we have everything worked out now. Thank god my mother is more computer literate than me.

But onto the fun things I orginally wantted to post.

I made a customer cry today! It felt so good. She came up and asked about discounts becuase she is a flight attendant and she is on a flight that is bringing troups home and she wantted to decorate the plane. So I took her over to talk to Don and I got to thinking and decided to donate $5 to her to help her buy decorations. I went and grabbed my purse to break the $20 bill I had and my asst manager was up there and asked what I was doing. I explained to her about the lady and she got the whole "I wanna help" and pulled out a $5 as well. So we approached her and offered her the money and she startted crying and hugging us! It felt so good. It was one of those creating goosebump feelings.

Today I also donated $20 to KellyJo my co-worker who lost her baby. We all decided to chip in money to help with burial expenses.

The Easter Bunny brought me the new Tony Hawk game and needless to say I played yesterday until my eyes hurt so bad they were crying.. It was awesome.

angelofmusicc @ 2004-04-14T02:28:00

2004-04-14T07:28:02Z

I don't know why but I am going on this huge Courtney love binge tonight. I occassionally will pull out all of my Hole cds and listen to them (I am still afraid to buy her new cd.. it just doesnt seem holie) But tonight I am looking up info and having this peachy keen giddy fun time. I feel like I am 15 agian. Thats a frightening feeling.

Courtney for some reason I just think she is an amazing woman yes she has done a lot of stupid things but there are some things I just look at her and go "Wow" She is so beautiful, although her new look isn't as great at times... but I am rambling.

The morning Courtney Love was to go to the Howard Stern show, she rolled out of bed in a see-through nightgown, went down to the street in TriBeCa and asked the National Enquirer van camped out there in hopes of snapping her picture, for a ride uptown.
Sort of turns the whole celebrity / paparazzi paradigm upside down.
It's a one woman revolution from the inside. <-- some odd article thignie I found.

I am also debating changing my LJ name. So I might post at some point that I've changed it. I dunno know. This name just doesnt suit me anymore I dont think.

I've never done one of these before

2004-04-12T03:32:15Z

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.

Ask me anything you want.

Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything

angelofmusicc @ 2004-04-09T21:13:00

2004-04-10T02:13:13Z

I spent way to long playing with one of my Mom's old Furbys tonight. It was rather sad.

Congrats to my Tiffy on finding out she is having a boy. I am soooo excited for her. We are only online friends but go waaaaaaay back to when I was 14 and she was 16. Needless to say we have grown together a lot. Its amazing the friendships I have made from the old radish days.

Speaking of the old radish days I got the new Ben Kweller CD and I am just not impressed. It has a couple of good songs, but it doesnt blow me away. Both ShaSha and Restraining Bolt blew me away.

I decided that after Easter I am going to try and get my life back on track. I am going to just pull out of my current slump and get things accomplished.

On a really horrible note one of my co-workers gave premature birth to a baby boy today. He was born still born at 17 weeks. I can't even begin to imagine the pain her and her family is going through.

I miss my radfam

2004-04-02T04:09:24Z

You are Little Pink Stars!!! you, my friend, are
way awesome.

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*Sniffles* I miss the old RadFam days so much. I think back get giddy/happy and then burst into tears. It was such a carefree time. Yes, my entire social life was online, but it was awesome. Life was good. I wish I could go back and be that niave agian. Such a great part of my life. I tend to wonder where a lot of those people are now. We have all grown up so much and accomplished even more.

angelofmusicc @ 2004-03-25T12:18:00

2004-03-25T18:18:46Z

I had to share these quizes they made me giggle.

Last two days I have been working. We moved our store to where the old Zany Brainy was and that took A LOT of work. I am on a 40+ hour work week. I am not to sure i'll hit more than 40 though, I might.My entire body aches from theextra work and I am whiny cause i have to get up early. This morning I was having a really nice dream but no... enter alarm clock.

What will be your HP life? by Doom_Song
Name
Job	Dark Overlord
Partner	Harry Potter
Death	Too much sex

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Job	Whore
Partner	Severus Snape
Death	Run over by damn muggle.

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How to improve the Economy in two easy steps.

2004-03-25T04:21:09Z

One of my co-workers dads came to pick her up today and he was talking with my manager about the economy and all that fun stuff and he said something to the effect of "People just need to start getting married and going back to church" in order for it to pick up again.

it left me amused

OMG falls off chair

2004-03-16T05:11:54Z

Deals with my Snape obsession but made me fall off my chair crying from laughing so hard

angelofmusicc @ 2004-03-09T04:40:00

2004-03-09T10:40:45Z

hmm lets see theres a lot going on but I don't want to write to much. Um I have been walking a lot lately and throually fucked up my knee, but am I staying off it? Nope. Althoguh last night I did because I was in so much pain it was bad. Today I didn't walk as far, but i figure the muscles aren't use to it so make them use to it. The bad thing about the exercise is i'm on my period *evil pout because I am on the pill but still a week early* and I normally binge eat on my period. I haven't been that bad on the junk food though, I have been forcing myself to go for the vegitables adn fruits though

I got the new one a day multi vitamin weight smart thingie. It has green tea which helps increase ones metabolism I guess. I figured it was worth the try. Bad thing is I think I might have to mix it with food becuase several mornings I have been so sick to my stomach I am amazed I didn't acctually throw up. Thats the only thing that has really changed about my mornings so I am thinking its that. I told my mom about the nausea in the morning. She claims I am pregnant. She calls it "Sympathy Pregnancy" Prolly because I have been kinda bitching because everyones pregnant. I know about 5 people, 2 online and mainly random people that are acquantences I have met once or twice through people. One is a co-worker that I love dearly though (poor thing is 3mos and on bedrest). Sad part is I feel jealous. I don't want the baby as much as I want to go through the pregnancy and just see what its like. Although I wouldn't mind a kid to mold as I see fit. *evil smirk*

I have been slacking on the job search *smacks my hand* I dunno, I could prolly ramble forever, but I dont wnat to. I am tired and have to be up in 4 hours for work.

I think I've lost all sanity.

2004-02-28T09:06:38Z

I mentioned in an entry yesterday about the whole Navy thing. The more I think about it the more I want to do it. I know it wont be for another year or so. I have to lose 100lbs to be in their weight restrictions and something about wantting to do this so bad, makes me eager to lose the weight and willing to do what is necisarry. I went out and walked about a mile and half today and did about 40 half-assed crunches. I hope to do this plus a little bit more daily. The walking and the crunches really didn't seem like to much for me. My knee hurts a little but I have been having some problems with it. The amazing thing is I think my mom kind of supports the idea. At first I thought she didnt becuase she's like you couldn't handle the disapline and what not but today she was looking at the MN job site and they has somehting for the Navy reserves and how they will train you so you can work as some sort of medical tech (pharm tech, surgery tech, and a few others) and she was like this is what you need to do.

I have always been interested in the military, I have always supported the military, and for some reason I have always wantted to join. I really respect everyone in the mililtary, and one of the most amazing groups of people I believe are the military nurses from WWII. I acctually met a woman on my clinics for NA/HHA training who was a navy nurse during WWII and I was in awe.

I don't know. I need a change in things. I hate my life here and I need an out. I think that this would be my out. I can still keep my dreams of being a nurse and all that fun stuff and I can still do it, but I'll have a way to get out of minnesota that isn't going to be grad school which will be like 10 years at least from now.

I just need to request more info.

Will someone please smack me?

2004-02-26T22:40:42Z

I tend to get these odd ideas. Something I have always considered doing in joining the military. Today I got something in the mail about the Navy's nurse recruitment program. I want to do it. I'd have to get into shape and all that kinda stuff before i even considered it, but it sounds interesting. I don't know I am thinking I am utterly insane. I am checking out the Navy website now seeing what kind of information they have, but give it a year and see where I am I might try signing up for it.

smirks

2004-02-26T20:59:12Z

Since November I have lost about 20lbs, maybe a little bit more, I am not to sure.
I just thought I would share.

angelofmusicc @ 2004-02-25T00:25:00

2004-02-25T06:26:04Z

I acctually did stuff recently.

Saturday I went to Fred's visitation with the girls from work. I thought it was really nice, it wasn't everyone standding around a dead body crying,but a celibration of life. I have never been to a funeral like it before. They had the posterboard displays of pictures, the room was fill with things he liked (cars, nesquick, grahm crackers, etc.) and also tons of notes and stuff from his grandchildren and what not. I thought it was really neat.

Sunday I went to the casino wiht my parents and lost WAAAAAAAAAAY to much money but I had a blast with them.

Last night I did something I haven't done in forever. I sayed up way to late reading. I kind of miss doing that.

angelofmusicc @ 2004-02-19T01:37:00

2004-02-19T07:37:40Z

I had really a pretty good day. Work was good, home was good, I got a letter from my Adah which made me giggle, but I just got bad news.

One of the women I work with lost her husband yesterday morning. He has been amazingly falling near death and miraclously avoiding it since I started working at Paper Warehouse. I mean the man would go into a coma and they wouldn't think he would come out of it, but he would come out of it and be home by the weekend so he could go to a car show, or to one of his grandkids birthday parties. It was absolutely amazing. He just didn't come back this time. He had Lupus which is a disease where you body starts attacking its own organs. I didn't know him really well or anything. I had met him face to face only a handfull of occassions, but he really was amazing. I dont know why it bothers me so much. I feel really bad for Dawne. I know she must be going through hell right now. It's just so odd. Someone who I saw only a week ago, who was doing well at the time can die so quickly. It wasn't unexpected, the man should have died years ago, but is rattling. Just to know how life can skip off so quickly. Its kind of like my Grandpa, he just broke his leg and endded up dying a week later. I dont know, I mean I really didn't know him so I can't really mourn, but it really makes me think about life.

I'm alive. I think

2004-02-18T21:07:34Z

I know long time no update, my life is just that boring. I have a strange urge to go to the casino and be naughty. I know I shouldn't, but I want to.

I have been falling into my ebay adiction again, and i've noticed that theres not much I want to buy. Thats odd. I love ebay.

I have been having this ongoing debate with myself about going to the dr and getting anti-depressants. I dont want to, but I am thinking I have to. I will keep trying to put that off. I think my big fear is my momma will be kinda pissy about it and that my Dr wont put me on what I want to be put on.

Oh and anyone who is into the kinda folksy type music check out Damien Rice. I have fallen in love.

dances to dirrty

2004-02-07T05:59:07Z

Not much to say but I just had to share this

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Your deepest secret:	You once chained yourself to Ewan McGregor's ****
The Bohemian Ideal You hold true to most is:	Beauty
Your Job at the Moulin Rouge:	Exotic Dancer
What the customers think:	You're kinky
Favorite Quote:	"The Show must go on."

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boo boo kitty fuck yeah I have been watching to many kevin smith movies

2004-02-05T21:37:44Z

*waves to the world* I need a job or to go to school or something. I am just so bored doing nothing. All I do is sleep. I went to Walmart and bought two clearenced shirts for $5 each. I was happy. I also *gasp* bought a colored bra. I haven't owned one of these in years. I was debating red but went with pink in the end. It was a tough decision to make. While white is boring its practical and its not like someone is going to see anyways.

I am sure everyone is enjoying me rambling about my bra :)

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Who	Dom Monaghan
His Annoying Sleeping Habit	Humps ;)
You Will Respond By	Kicking him off the bed
How Many Times A Night	4

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dead things

2004-02-04T08:14:36Z

Can someone please explain to me so many peoples fear of dead people/animals? The message board i normally play on a girl is absolutely freaking out and swearing she wont be sleeping becuase she touched her dead hampster. My god, it can't hurt her! If there are no body fluids involved she is fine. A part of my NA/HHA course was how to prepare a body for the corners office to pick up. I don't know I don't understand it and its rather disrespectful. "I'm now afraid of Grandpa, he's dead"

meh ignore my late night ramblings

angelofmusicc @ 2004-02-03T16:36:00

2004-02-03T22:36:47Z

*happy happy happy dance*
I got my state taxes back today. Just a little under $300 and my federal taxes should be coming sometime later too and they are just over $900. I am happy I can pay my car insurance and I can pay off my credit card and save the rest for school. I did give my mom $150 for her birthday though. I am a good daughter :)

angelofmusicc @ 2004-02-02T23:29:00

2004-02-03T05:30:02Z

life has been keeping me amused. nothings changed but my mind has been off... the other night I went on an online icon stealing spree w/ my erin which produced some fun results. the draco/harry ass thing that she has now is just dreamy. I am a geek I shall forever admit to that

I spent the last two nights up until 5am writing. my fanfic obsession is pathetic

oh I have also been cursing the joys of being a female. I dont mind being hormonally imbalenced at certain times of hte month. I also don't mind bleeding out once a month either.. the thing i dont like is the "i want a baby" phase Its horrible *pouts* but if anyone wants to father my child let me know.

angelofmusicc @ 2004-01-26T04:11:00

2004-01-26T10:11:26Z

I'm content and im hyper. I don't know why I am either but I am. I have been so isolated lately. It's not like I don't want to go out. I just don't have the money to. I have $2 and a half tank of gas until Friday. My stress if overwhelming. I have had a headache that is just aweful for the past week because of it. Really right now my best bet is to go to the dr and get a prescription for prozac. I just really don't want to do it. I know I should because I'm startted to get really depressed again and I dont want to fall that hard again, I just dont want to have to admit I'm not that healthy. I know I wont have to see a psychiartist or anything for the prescription because I know exactly what I need and my normal dr should comply with that. No, I'm not going to run jump off a bridge or anything, I just need the extra help medications give me. Ugh I hate admitting I need help. Theres so much I want to do right now I just have no inspiration to do it.

It's funny people are getting depressed early this year. Normally it's spring but my friends section of my LJ is all these "I'm depressed" posts. I am not talking 1 or 2 people either but there has to be at least 5. It's wild how seasons effect mental health.

"I myself have never been able to find out precisely what feminism is: I only know that people call me a feminist whenever I express sentiments that differentiate me from a doormat.” Rebecca West (1913)

angelofmusicc @ 2004-01-20T15:04:00

2004-01-20T21:04:54Z

I've been peacefully hiding under a rock lately. Its fun your depressed and you know what you have to do to get out of it, but you really dont want to do it.

Umm my mom has found a new way to try and tourture me. Attkins Diet. I am sorry but I don't like meat enough to just eat htat. I need my potatoes and bread. Those are two foods that are a necessity in my diet.

*waves* I like socks.

dances

2004-01-04T07:39:22Z

I got hate mail today. :)
I cut off all of my hair. It went from my shoulders to not even covering my ears. Its weird.
No matter what color I seem to dye my hair it turns out red... odd.
MY TIFFY IS PREGNANT! *happy dance* Shes an old radfam friend.

How will Lucius Malfoy seduce you? by anathdemalfoy
Name
House
His actions	He wants you to use a strap-on dildo
Outcome	Dumbledore wants pictures

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Happy New Years!

2004-01-01T06:34:58Z

yay! my new years eve was eventful. Spent the entire time playing board games with my parents. I know it sounds dorky but playing games with my parents is plain out fun and kind of dangerous. Anyone who has ever played board games with my parents knows what I'm talking about, although theres only one person on here who I think has played board games with my parents and that would be ashley and I dont think she reads LJs a lot anymore. But yeah, nifty new year :)

You are... Corey

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